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Just In CaseYou can dig up a grave
If you think you can wake the past
But what's the point
You're just opening old wounds
It's like sitting by a bomb about to blast

For someone who claims no death wish
You could have fooled me
But I guess you already have
There's nothing about you I'll miss
Like how you can't see

And here comes another pointed finger
But who's really to blame
You can't bring yesterday back to life
If the dead have already lost the game
But you can revive the ghosts
Violent spirits with a grudge
How the hell will you survive again
Your point of view hasn't even budged
In a court where I've become the judge
Face it
You're screwed
While y

Tired of being sad.Real men don't cry, they say
Well maybe their right but
I'm stuck with dry eyes

And maybe I'm not right for her
She still sits brokenhearted
And I'm all out of tries

But your life
is worth the price
of me losing my mind

So if you start
to see me smile
Its not a sign
that I'm over you

I see you running through my dreams again
(Happens every night now)
I toss and turn at what we could have been
(I'd stop if I knew how)
It just strikes a nerve, the thought of you out with another man
Holding his hand
And you may ask me what I smile for
Maybe you think I'm happier
With you gone.

I'm not smiling 'cause I'm happy, no
I'm smiling 'cause I'm t

I want to be with youI sit here alone, thinking of you
about the time that we shared, about the things we used to do
But now I'm alone and it's starting to show
How did I get here? Do you already know?

I want to be with you... but it won't happen
I want to be with you... but I can't seem to take action
It always seems that you're just passing through..
So how can I be with you?...

Time goes by and still I'm here
Yet you start to go and disappear.
How do I get your attention or do you already know?
That I want you here.. I don't want you to go...

I want to be with you... but it won't happen
I want to be with you... but I can't seem to take action
It always seem

White wolf, White flower"They say there's no such place as Paradise. Even if you search to the ends of the earth, there's nothing there. No matter how far you walk, it’s always the same road. It just goes on and on... But in spite of that, why am I so driven to find it? A voice calls to me. It says, 'Search for Paradise.'"
-Kiba
He stops to listen intently to the earth
it tells him the purpose of his birth.
A story so long and sad
when it’s over, you’ll be glad.
He pricks his ears, the wind shifts
he hears a voice that drifts.
A lunar flower is his search
Cheza, more beautiful than the trees of birch.
Arctic wolf, Lunar flower
the clock strikes 12 at the tower.
City so polluted, city so dark
how he longs for the sound of a harp.
Search for Paradise they will seek
or will it all turn in vain while we weep?
Endless deaths awaken the agony of sorrow
the pain, the losses, the tears never ending until tomorrow.
A cloud once white now stained with red
every dream you once had read.
Weep we

Once Upon A NightmarePain the world never knew and yet has forgotten
Scars where blood once ran free
Time to finish what I started
Once upon a nightmare

Do I feel
Do I bleed
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

With every shot at my will
You take my breath away
But you don't give it back
Ready, set, go for the kill

Do you know how many times
I've tried to wipe my mind clean
But you keep adding dirt and grime
To my very own murder scene
Not that you see
Not that you care
Not that you even know me

Do I cry
Do I scream
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

So often falling to take it
Just another worthless life
Everything's is not oka

renegeon the wings of a gossamer shimmer
a nearly undetectable shiver
you hesitate to pull the trigger
one too many in the chamber

inside a delectable silence
testing the limits of your compliance
vague back-talk, uneasy defiance
love’s not love without the violence

no grace
no dance
you don’t get a second chance
you just get to get
out of my way

just so you know
my stance
this was not a romance
this was a game you didn’t know
how to play

on the back of unsteady denial
a priest, a sinner, a saint, a bibliophile
go ahead, put me up for trial
I won’t stop tilting the vial

no light
no sheen
you’re as heady as a dream

Invisible ManAs I make my way through everyday
I feel the empty presence
The stories I hear fill my head with fear
And a hatred of burning rage

Don't even try to make amends
Before your life of pity ends
Never wanted me, got no sympathy
I just can't take the pain

If there was a time when your evil mind
Wasn't filled with ice and stone
Well, now it's too late to disintegrate
So just leave me alone

Don't you dare think that I'll bend
To that stupid silly trend
No happy ending waits at the end of the lane
'Cause I just can't take the pain

I don't know where you went, but you didn't repent
For your sneaky dirty sins
Just a fear-powered coward, living in a

Broadway Specials: Ave Lillian

Verse I:

Vercelli’s pulling out his wand
Blinking too slowly when I see you’re gone.
I hear a voice screaming in my head
(Chaos I think we’ve got a problem)
Where does everybody go when they go?
What do you believe, there’s no way to know.
We hate so fast and we love so slow.
(Juggernaut I think we have a PROBLEM!)
Sit down and think about it
Still on the brink of doubt and
I finally click about it.
My world’s spinnin’

Chorus:

Ave Lillian.
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad?
Help me let go.
It’s my fault that she’s bleeding.
His words are misle

Rise From The AshesHold on
Hold on to me
Darling
Hold on
Hold on to me

Don't cut yourself with the jagged edge
Of cruel words and reprimands
Remember this
Your light shines brightest in the dark

When shadows leap and faith is gone
And fake obligations seem to have won
You've fallen
From grace and into the fire
But that doesn't have to be your funeral pyre

Darling
Look to me
I'm just as broken as you are
Let's set ourselves free
No need for anymore of these scars
Together we can rise from the ashes
We'll fight back
When insensitivity and anger clashes

It's not over until after you last breath
When you've faded into death
Keep in mind
You should never take yo

The Heart Believes[Verse]
Tell me I'm the one who keeps you awake.
Tell me I'm the one who's there when you make mistakes.
Tell me I'm the cloud you watch in the sky.
Tell me I'm the one who's there when you fall and cry.

Oh, I.. I can't believe this is happening,
I thought I had control of everything.
All the things I thought would be okay.
Are taking me back to yesterday.

Woah-oh...
Oh I wish that I could just move on..

(Chorus)
But darling, things just don't work out that way.
There's always a few hearts that can't be saved.
I wish that these stories were based on truth,
'cause I just can't believe I've fallen for you.

[Verse]
Tell me you're the one who

Why my friend...Thrashing, I'm faint
I just could not take this pain anymore
Holding onto that only hope

hope that you will come very soon
Where are you now?

I'm so lonely.

But you don't want, don't want to return.
Why my friend?

Angry at you-
I regret that I believed in you

Stay here my friend,
I don't want you to go
Come now, my friend

my friend.....

The Mother of LossA boat called hope on a sea of fear.
It’s the mother of let down,
and that’s what brought me here.

I let go of your hopes.
I let go of mine.
I let go of all those
unbound by time.
If it’s gonna happen
It’s gonna happen either way.
Whether I want it to
or not.
Whether I can stand to stay.
I’m looking for something new.
Preferring what I know
the one closest to me,
the closest one to you.

I’m so far gone, I’m so far lost.
I lost control and I paid the cost.
I’ve been here too many times,
and I’ve said that before.
Dying for hope,

To survive.It's interesting how as time goes on, your friends
move on. Before you know it they're gone, time to
move on. I say I miss you, if don't nobody else miss you.
I know, life sucks, but we must carry on, survival is a must.
Taking the bus sucks, but we must. Sometimes people do wrong
to us, but don't cry keep ya head up. And when people say
you're nothing don't believe em, time to move up and
just leave em. Cause friend you can believe, that when I
say you're a success, you know you're the best.
No need for a bullet proof vest.

You know what makes me unhappy, is watching friends struggling,
juggling with their lives, living life abjectly.
Livin

I'm reaching out to you momI'm reaching out to you mom,
I don't know what's going on
in your world anymore
and it scares me.
I love you no matter what,
stop,
re-read that.
I mean it mom.
It's hard to take every moment
and go with it,
but you gotta stop.
Just stop and breath ahh.
And yes i'm writing this to a beat ahh,
that's when i have my feet
and the whole wide world beneath em.
Just lookin' out breathin' yeah,
this is how it is now like
life gave me a loaded gun
blOWE
just know no matter what mom ill
always have a spot in my heart
to carry on the best in you,
it's what i can do.
And i don't know how
but i'll find a way to
carry your memory
to infinity and beyond.

Cinders and SmokeAll the lines grow around
In the spacing of time
It's all tied up and bound
Written line after line

As the lines become cracks
And the pieces all fall
The holes all fill with black
And you rebuild your walls

Once you're broken you're broke
And there's no turning back
At the end of a rope
On a dirt trodden track
With the scars on your heart
And your heart on your sleeve
All the tearing apart
Was all torn to be seen

With the words of the end
Leaving marks on your skin
Every loved and lost friend
Breaks a part deep within

As the crevices build
And you break deep inside
All the pain that can't heal
Can't be seen by the eye

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Note, You Never Were NothingAm I not doing enough? A simple question
you'd expect a simple answer ecspecially since
I asked myself, it's not a matter of discretion,
I can't give an answer I don't have

See now silence won't speak
be kind blind men breathe
find me finally here free

Time has caught up to the end.
Watching, it's as awkward as the start.
I myself never saw anything but your core,
why should that change?
You yourself always could give more,
why did that change?

Keep on knowing this knife
fight such fathoms clinching fright
note, you never were nothing

It may hurt but the pain is always there for me
safety breathes from this familiar state o

Can't Be Found In A Place, Only In TimeThese words fall out of mind
through my pencil and meet paper
my actions were forced by my will
carried out by my hands to reach you
what I want provoked by what I feel
you rooted in and grew satisfaction

Unsure of what I've planted and grown
it shows, you know, I can see,
with my eyes in yours
Still forcing to push forward
it's wearing, it's worn, we can see,
I'm your end and you mine

These words are poured out of heart
through my mouth to meet your ears
time was passed unseen by your will
it's ran out by your hands to bring truth
yet still what we want is what we feel
truth was broken but the lies mended in result

Have I

I Know From ExperienceYOU KNOW
I DON'T SAY I PRAY.
BUT EVERY DAY I DO.
OH YOU KNOW
WHAT I SAY?

I do care what people think
but only the one's I love
and when I'm alone you're here with me
the only left to judge

We can be so kind I know from experience
but that won't change what any of us did
was'nt thinking I put flame to paper and it lit
OH GOD THERE IS A HELL I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE

Seems you're dying for another line
in every sence of the word
we can't fight the passage of time
I know hearing this has to hurt
I see you're looking for something to believe in
it'll change you even if you don't find faith
I know from experience

OH YOU KNOW
W

An Honest LieSitting here thinking about how we get old
even the side of me that no one ever sees
we're always changing taking a new path to get home
consistencey is a rare bright light but what's the need?
I can't stay the same in any frame of mind
but there's always new burdens to hold inside.

What stays with us?
I don't know. It's an honest lie
Even at a loss for words, what to say
but these secrets are always the same
What stays with us?
  Friends, love, our will to try?
   Hate, lust, the things we hide?
    What dies and what's kept alive?
     I don't know. It's an

Blind EyeAll my confusion and anger is just a front before my fear
only hearing my voice is making it worse, saying "just breathe"
I have always been good with names and faces
though they've never been good to me.

I see that one man finds happiness
as another finds himself sad
that's life, thats love, we can't all have it
I may want to but can't change that.

Some innoccently break hearts while not knowing
others set out to hurt and take what's been built,
I'm standing off to the wayside waiting to make a move
forced into the spotlight standing in blood I've spilled.

I'm ok, but I'll never be alright
don't want to remember
but can't forg

A Word To The WiseWell the spoken word has never been my true medium
let me write it down for you I speak better with a pen
these are words you need to hear but I can't make you listen
these are hopes, dreams, and prayers accompanying talk of sin
to find the best of ourselves, to search for purpose, burdens of men

It's not my place to claim Im wise
It's not my place to claim Im right
but they say keep thyself, live your own life
leave hate behind you'll find hope in time
fight this present fear
or finally open your eyes
and see I've always been here

We know where to search but we're afraid to believe
we know what to do but the actions a

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Should of Had a Better Wish

by ~joeyws91, Dec 12, 2010, 1:18:54 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Songs & Lyrics

WE CAUGHT FIRE, THEN WENT UP IN FLAMES
  YOU TOOK MY DESIRE, BUT IM TO BLAME
    CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES, THEY PRACTICALLY SCREAM

Just you, just someone to share this with,
was all I wanted maybe I should of had a better wish
Just you, with just one kiss,
fulfilled my dreams, now your something i don't miss
I SHOULD OF HAD A BETTER WISH

SUN'S GOING DOWN, THE MILES RACKING UP
  YOUR VOICE THAT SOUND, YOUR NOT THE ONE
    CAN FEEL IT IN YOUR HEART, IT SKIPPED A BEAT

Just you, just someone to share this with,
was all I wanted maybe I should of had a better wish
Just you, with just one kiss,
fulfilled my dreams, now your something i don't miss
I SHOULD OF HAD A BETTER WISH

THE FLAMES DIE DOWN, THE FLAME GOES OUT
  YOU WERE'NT AROUND, AND ALWAYS THE FIRST TO SHOUT
    CAN HEAR IT IN YOUR VOICE, EVEN AN EMOTIONLESS SCREAM

Just you, just someone to share this with,
was all I wanted maybe I should of had a better wish
Just you, with just one kiss,
fulfilled my dreams, now your something i don't miss
SOMETHING THATS NOT THERE
LIKE BEFORE, YOU DON'T CARE
I SHOULD OF HAD A BETTER WISH
BUT NOW I SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH LIFE AS IS

   BUT ARE WE EVER!? ARE WE EVER!?
     HAPPY WITH LIFE OR IS IT JUST ME?
       WERE YOU HAPPY WITH OUR LIFE, OR WAS IT JUST ME?
         IT'S JUST ME, IT'S JUST ME

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